wheat thins help you stay regular

it's important. But its also important to change things up a little. Take a risk, do the unsafe thing. Fear is just an emotion. You know those days when you choose to be unhappy, when you don't feel like talking to nobody? Fear is the same thing. You can choose not to be afraid of what will happen next.

I remember I had a fear of heights and spiders when I was young (I still kinda do). But I got over it. You know how? I got on the tallest balance beam at the park and jumped off. I stared down a spider and killed it with a shoe. Simple as that. You gotta take over your fears. A lot has to do with God as well. People always talk about they trust in God but ask them to take a risk in their life and they won't. They'll say its stupid, unsafe, and God wouldn't approve. But God was there with every other mistake you made what makes you think that when you make a conscious decision He won't continue to be there?

Don't be scared.

water, water, everywhere

glistening, sparkling, trembling, purifying
while the world breathes in the fumes of savagery and chaos
the liquids seep there way into the crevices of inner thought
relaxation takes upon us only for the blinking moment of peace
but tranquility lies in the pastures beyond our gardens
the dew drips down tall blades of flourish
reaching to heavens before the trampling steps of mankind war upon each other
a cool sense of freedom is all that we hope for
as our lips chap to the regrets of pursuit for unconditional love
its life is made to resurrect the death of millions of lost souls
water is for the movement of people.

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So I started drinking water now. A real penny saver. I figure since moms got the beaties I should watch my sugar and salt intake. It only makes sense. She got to drink water only now. Think about after almost 50 years of drinking juice, coffee, soda, sweet gold she's forced to drink water. That's gotta be hard to get used to. So I practice now. We got to learn people or we fall into the same trap as before.

Hopefully I'll lose some weight and then I'll start exercising again. I know what you are thinking, I should do the workout thing right now. I've tried, but what's the point if I'm eating Hardees hamburgers every week (them things are the devil, oh so good). So this time around I'm trying to learn how to eat. No its not a diet, it's a cut back. Cut back on juice, sugar, bread, beer, eating till I'm full. I think I grew the size of my stomach during the discovery of 3.99/lb chinese buffet (if Hardees is the devil, Chinese buffet is his demon son, crab ragoons are so good). I also gotta cut back on eating out and start cooking again. Chef Ya boyz-a-G is back in the kitchen feeling like G. Garvin himself ( I can't wait till I get my own pepper mill). I'm not too bad. I made some pasta with cheese and grilled chicken tenders that was so good, I almost kicked myself. Ladies watch out, I'm becoming the perfect husband (but you still need to know how to cook yourself).

Oh you know what I'm feeling, Kanye West's Can't Tell Me Nothing


Wait till I get my money right. Then you can't tell me nothing. That's how I feel right now. I just got quicken and I'm budgeting, planning, analyzing all of my finances. Oh I ain't rich yet but wait till I get my money right.